do you ever read old conversations you had with someone and realize how much more they used to be interested you and it makes you feel like complete shit because everything is different now and you can tell you’ve just lost that shine that got their attention in the first place
“I fell in love with him. But I don’t just stay with him by default as if there’s no one else available to me. I stay with him because I choose to, every day that I wake up, every day that we fight or lie to each other or disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.”—Allegiant (via thatkindofwoman)
“People say I love you all the time - when they say, ‘take an umbrella, it’s raining,’ or ‘hurry back,’ or even ‘watch out, you’ll break your neck.’ There are hundreds of ways of wording it - you just have to listen for it, my dear.”—The Curious Savage (John Patrick)
Why is it this? Why is it that? Why did I think that? Why am i thinking this now? He said no but is it true? Why do i feel like hiding from you? I do not know what you will say, or how you will condemn our future swayed. I did believe that everything was merry, now I cry to everything, even a pug that was jumping on a trampoline gif… I am just going crazy. Why the hell am I crying about a pug on a trampoline? I start laughing and then crying. I am going insane, I am losing it.